Adventure: Home

I’ve been preparing for what’s next. I was so used to making these decisions with my patient man, my partner. It’s been exciting and scary to look at the road ahead without holding that steady hand; that one person who was my constant no matter where the journey took us. I’m not exactly sure what the road ahead looks like. I want to feel at home, and at the same time, I never want to stop adventuring. Right now, that means moving back to Alabama soon (our home is in escrow!) It also means doing this journey with Father God, who is still that constant in a million ways. It’s taking steps  hand in hand with his love, which has been so present. It’s somehow choosing to see adventure in the everyday mundane (which might be the scariest), and probably road trips and travel too. There are no easy next steps, as “home” was that tall skinny man for a long time. I’ll miss the feeling of home near his parents and brother and sister-in-love. But I look forward to finding home in the love that I carry in my heart, no matter where we live. (Feel free to remind me when I’m whiny irl😐)