Here

I’m sitting in worship, tired from yesterday’s long workday. No tears today. No fireworks. No deep dialogues. Just glad to be with You. Sitting here as others are standing in worship. Still somewhat wrestling with questions. But mostly just here. Thankful for friends who offered their time to renovate my house yesterday.I feel You looking at me, and it’s totally okay.

Just like it wasn’t always fireworks between me and Trev. So many times, just sitting and holding hands, enjoying a cup of coffee, getting ready for the day with small glances at each other. This was life.

Love You.